Broken

Why did you hide?
Why did you act like a stranger?
Do you have any idea how much that hurt?

If I could wrap my arms around your head, I would.
I would reach and hold you.
But when I do, you turn to see.
And I hide behind a card-board smile, so you can never see my frowns.
Hiding my feelings have always been the best.
And they will be the best for you.

I want to leave.
But I'm so inclined to stare at your name that makes me heart drop.
Right to the bottom of the ocean.

Fuck.
I'm back.
To being broken.