Do I even risk everything I’m trying very hard to fix?
I want to tell him how I feel but I can't even grasp a single note from him if he even feels the same way. It’s like, I feel like if I do Ill fuck everything up and he’ll leave me empty handed because I took too long to get to him.
I want to be everything to him. I want everything to be the way it once was, but how in my right mind can I wish for that to happen, when I possibly broke his heart back in June.
It seems that I want everything that I can't have, and I hate that. I think maybe what’s best is that I keep myself hush about it and wish nothing of it. And maybe he’ll see my feelings with time.
But I can't help that my heart sinks to the bottom of the ocean every time I see his name. I can't bare with that feeling anymore.
My usual red hazy skies look blue today with possible rain. I don’t want rain. I don’t want everything I tried to build back up washed away.
I want to tell him how I feel but I can't even grasp a single note from him if he even feels the same way. It’s like, I feel like if I do Ill fuck everything up and he’ll leave me empty handed because I took too long to get to him.
I want to be everything to him. I want everything to be the way it once was, but how in my right mind can I wish for that to happen, when I possibly broke his heart back in June.
It seems that I want everything that I can't have, and I hate that. I think maybe what’s best is that I keep myself hush about it and wish nothing of it. And maybe he’ll see my feelings with time.
But I can't help that my heart sinks to the bottom of the ocean every time I see his name. I can't bare with that feeling anymore.
My usual red hazy skies look blue today with possible rain. I don’t want rain. I don’t want everything I tried to build back up washed away.
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