Mind Post #7

I just amazed, myself. Today has been … Oh so amazing.

Today, I ran in my fields perfectly.
The darkness was not there.
My skies were blazing with the red sun and it made my cheeks red with delight.
He was there.
He made me smile.
He made me melt.
He made me feel everything.

I finally spoke my heart.
And everything didn’t backfire.
It was kind of perfect.
He is.
Mine.
Finally.
In a sense, he is.
All mine.
Just need time.
Time I can give.
Anything for him.
Just everything.

I don’t know what to call him.
Isaac.
That’s it.
My Isaac.
Oh gods, thank you.
All of him could be mine with time.
Oh thank you.
My heart could explode.
It’s been waiting for so long.
Absolutely so long.
It has never felt so happy.
Oh.
So.
Happy.

Forever I have felt.
Adoration.
Love.
Care.
Oh its all here now on the surface.
Everyone can see it now.
Even him.
And Im not afraid of letting everyone see my smiles upon his lips.

My fields are raining. But the rainy tears are warm and the sun is shining through. My happiness is regain. The holes of my heart are pouring with what was once there. And the pain of letting that feeling go, makes my tears fall with the rain. I don’t need to hide anymore. My spring is awaiting.