As angry and sad as I felt.
With all my tears falling into the lap.
All I wanted was you in my arms.
And when you came to them.
You over-ran me with happiness.
You made me forget the stupidity of the other and just made me think about you.
Even though my mind was rattling with the sound of your voice.
I wanted you more and more.
With my insecurities and never realized how stupid I was thinking.
You were here.
You didn’t leave.
You’ll be mine with time.
Stupid mind thinking it was different.
Stupid mind for thinking it was much less.
Stupid mind that couldn’t think and made you weird with my stupid plea.
Though that weird made me smile.
Cause now I can't help myself but make you feel that way and picture the blush upon your cheeks.
I blame myself for thinking in the way I get when I’m taken by the substance of my soul.
But I blame you too.
I blame you for making me think so much.
Yet, I can't help myself from doing it so often.
My mind has something it wants and I don’t think it’s going to let it go.
And oh so.
I have gotten what I wanted.
In a sense that I am happy to just have possessed.
Though my body calls for the real thing.
That shall come in time.
Yes?
Oh hope, do so it does.
Because the more my body cries the more I feel my body falling deeper.
If it continues, I might need to stop myself.
Please tell me I don’t need to stop myself.
With my toes curling into my fields as I playfully dance among them. I don’t regret you. I want you more. My red skies seemed a strange shade of purple hinting through. Maybe that’s my heart showing through the sun and brightening my smiles. Maybe … just maybe.
With all my tears falling into the lap.
All I wanted was you in my arms.
And when you came to them.
You over-ran me with happiness.
You made me forget the stupidity of the other and just made me think about you.
Even though my mind was rattling with the sound of your voice.
I wanted you more and more.
With my insecurities and never realized how stupid I was thinking.
You were here.
You didn’t leave.
You’ll be mine with time.
Stupid mind thinking it was different.
Stupid mind for thinking it was much less.
Stupid mind that couldn’t think and made you weird with my stupid plea.
Though that weird made me smile.
Cause now I can't help myself but make you feel that way and picture the blush upon your cheeks.
I blame myself for thinking in the way I get when I’m taken by the substance of my soul.
But I blame you too.
I blame you for making me think so much.
Yet, I can't help myself from doing it so often.
My mind has something it wants and I don’t think it’s going to let it go.
And oh so.
I have gotten what I wanted.
In a sense that I am happy to just have possessed.
Though my body calls for the real thing.
That shall come in time.
Yes?
Oh hope, do so it does.
Because the more my body cries the more I feel my body falling deeper.
If it continues, I might need to stop myself.
Please tell me I don’t need to stop myself.
With my toes curling into my fields as I playfully dance among them. I don’t regret you. I want you more. My red skies seemed a strange shade of purple hinting through. Maybe that’s my heart showing through the sun and brightening my smiles. Maybe … just maybe.
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